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argh ! life is so cruel to meeee~
just now during the singing performance, i never realised tt my mike was off. please refer to the picture below.


that was the mike throughout. the button (blackblack mole-like thingy) shouldve been up instead of down . cuz i tot that the word "off" there meant that the button thingy was on the word " on" gahh i think too much. -.-
boy do i hate myself now. then they all say they cannot hear me , i still gey kiang go and argue that i sung my loudest , rawrr!

but in actual fact i did sing my loudest which was like twice my normal singing volume(considered loud for a soft-sung person like me)
i was pondering over that for like 3 hours before i got a flashback of the mike which was the above picture.. God probably wanted to tell me why i wasnt singing loud enough. at least i noe i CAN sing loud ^^
now that ive found out i feel super retarded!!!! now i noe y they say ignorance is bliss.

while we were on stage, i heard s bit of jeering coming from the sec 3s, turns out that they havent got over the dance fusion incident. and gilda heard one of the sec 3s saying that my skirt was short, i mean please laaa! its because my shirt was long, and i would like to kindly inform u that my skirt was just slightly above my knee.. chicken la those sec 3s, now i noe y so many ppl dont wanna go to AHS, and i also noe y i wanted to transfer, not onli me, but many others . its because of our unsupportive seniors, i mean were juniors ! and they should at least have kept quiet . its not like were doing anything immoral or wad? like the dance fusion incident.

in fact ! i would like to explain that our performance for dance fusion is NOT what u think it is, its the horny song for goodness sake! HAVE U GUYS BEEN BLINDED BY THE FACT THAT THE SONG WAS SUNG BY PUSSYCATDOLLS???obviously ! so what ?! i respect them ! they not onli can sing but they can dance, and according to some ppl , they are not selling their cd but their bodies ?! omc laa~ i mean please la?! its up to u to decide . for me dance is an art even dirty dancing ,and i respect those dancers (not that i want to be one). take away the song and u'll find some almost- innocent dance moves,

OKAY!! back to the subject , the notion: our seniors are not supportive of juniors thus leading to students transferring or thinking of transferring.
i reali hope they would be more supportive of us juniors, if i was a senior i would support my juniors all the way , cuz they have just entered secondary school and thus, need time to adapt to the harsh enviroments.
and being older , i belive the seniors , if we have done anything bad, should approach us nicely and tell us so that we may improve and not spread rumours and make up dumb stories that totally ruin our reputation as a class and as an induvidual.. like were onli sec 1 ?! hello????we still have 3 more years in this school . rawrr. and u go around tarnishing out reputation so that we'll be labelled for the rest of our secondary school lives? no way man ! whatever it is i think that after this experience, im totally enlightened on how i should treat my juniors next time.

well that whole chunk of debating was for those hu jeered , but there are some nice seniors like for eg, my badminton seniors, theyre reali nice, encouraging,kind. helpful,patient,easily approached etc. thats how every senior shoud behave, but i dont blame those hu cant be that way . cuz theyre not. and that kinda attitude sucks BIG TIME!




i seriously hope that this kind of thing doesnt happen again.